this week has been a rough one. I can't take this pain anymore. I cant really talk to much about the stuff I have to deal with since this is an open blog..but it's a rough situation. I am at my wit's end and so is Ferd. We have prayed and talked and talked and prayed...things are getting worse and I am about to just give up. Some special friends met with me and had some prayers about my health and it was such an emotional time for me because they can sense how bad it's getting. they shared how much they loved me and how I have made an impact in their lives. I just cried because my illness has limited me from being that person I used to be, who was making a difference in others lives..now, I am just so exhausted from fighting this diseaseeach and every day that I want to crawl in a hole and die. I am thankful for praying friends, but something's gotta give...
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